So after about a year of hardcore studying I have learned all of my 3's, 4's, 5's, the top 4,000 7's and the top 2,000 8's. After my last two tournaments playing in Division 2, I feel like unless something goes incredibly awry and I draw very poorly, I will always at the least be competitive to place in Division 2.
After my last tourney, however (that I didn't win) my performance was good enough to catapult me above 1500, which is frequently good enough to seed me near the very bottom of Division 1. I can safely say I do not feel like a Division 1 player. Sure, I may be able to beat the average Division 1 player about 25-30% of the time (maybe I am being overly gracious to myself here) but over the long haul, my word knowledge just isn't high enough. And then, throw in the fact that I would now be playing against elite players who I could beat maybe 1 in 10 times (or 1 in 50 for some of them I am sure) then I really don't see the point anymore. If I go to a tournament I am going to be way outclassed and I will basically just be throwing my money away.
Sure, you can argue that it is motivation to study, but I don't need motivation to study. I do that on my own already. I know about 7% of the 8's and about 24% of the 7's, and none of the 6's (yet), so I feel like I am going into a gunfight with a knife, and in some cases an unsharpened butter knife.
So my question is.... for those of you in my situation, what motivates you to continue playing in tournaments where you know you have little (<2%) chance to win? I do play for fun, but I can do that online or at club. I don't need to pay $100+ for entry fees and God knows how much for a hotel room to do that. Please educate me because I can see myself getting discouraged at being the whipping boy for the Scrabble "pros" in the future.
